Wednesday, October 7, 2009

These words are not
meant for publication.
Do not publish these
words.
These words should never
be published.
These words are not meant
for anyone.
Do not read these words.
Do not distribute.
Please do not for the sake
of God or anything otherwise
holy decipher the meaning
of these words,
disregard them.
Please do not read these
words.
Do not publish.
There is nothing else
said
that contains a meaning;
the only meaning:
Do not publish.
Do not read.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

In the foothills
of the Sierra Madre
I resided for
one month
in contemplation
of my situation.
But I was getting
drunk and so
I didn't come
up with anything
except a headache.

Monday, October 5, 2009

Rucksack telling
me where I'm
going, yeah where
I'll walk or
move some hiway
what I do or
die by please
father, please
mother,
where should I be?
--there's nothing but
the hiway, and a
motion up the road
(and she promised
always to be there,
the road)
When road ends and
cornfield begins,
nothing,
lack of road,
goodnight.

Saturday, October 3, 2009

What desire wasn't
sufficed by you
curling there darkly
in that fabled room.
What desire there as
you stretched legs?
Enough to disgust
perchance and it
would seem I, too,
have had enough.
What of those who
have had enough?
Love and the lost
moon of our skies
remember softly those
nights I was folded
and spoken for though
I was an exploding star
and blew to bits.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

She said what of
it, yr. sorrowful
art, selling your
sadness is cheap
and a waste
--Oh if only you knew
the rest of it,
that I'm cursed
as my fate
clambered after
her and fell up
a mountain
reaching the peak
where then my
brain began to leak.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

I am ghost
rider and
living my own
fate in the
presence of so
much hate
Remember me
for what I've done
running before
the bullet shot
from the gun
I am gone

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Streets of Portland
Lonely sophist
Dining at the Roxy
Staying at the Kent Hotel
on Stark and SW 11th
Where bums fall
Into bottles of port
And poets tiredly
Remember their pasts
Shunning their contemporaries.
Remain anonymous at
The Kent Hotel, all in
The shadow of the city
Where poets mourn tiredly
The hour of my death,
Portland is passing like
The sinews of so many
Cities, streets and avenues
Sinking back into earth
Among shattered wine
Bottles and confused
Notes from lovers, old
Shopping lists the
Products of which we
Are.
I in my claw-footed
Tub, I peering over the
Fire escape, or over
The Roxy's counter
Cast into the lines
Of city streets and
Faces, enough to
Kill 1,000 pigeons.